As usual, nightmare is like my daily tour and is evitable, no matter whether I'd like to have or not. I often taunt myself as a haunted person. My friends know that I have been suffering from nightmare issues, which take place over a decade. Sometimes I wrote down my nightmare as a play script, and sometimes I wrote it down as a kind of prophecy, which is related to people I am familiar with. I hardly dream of friends or relatives. Most of faces I met in my dreams are strangers or the dead who do not have a whole or complete body structure. The dead in the dream I met are often have rotten parts, which seem to be the fetal injure or the cause of the death.
I try to avoid having dreams or reduce my brain activity before sleeping. I manage to escape scary or thrill films in case that those bloody images and cruel killing styles impact in my brain. I also take vitamin B-complex to ease my nerve and reduce the chance of having my brain over active. However, these methods seem ineffectual and ineffective. I also adjust my sleeping pattern and sleeping hours to decrease dreaming possibility. Sometimes sleeping pattern may successfully suppress the frequency level of having dreams, yet it is only temporary. Afterwards, I need to find another method to avoid dreaming or having nightmares.
In one of my dream, there was a male voice telling me why I have been dreaming of nightmares: killing, execution, dead return, slaughter, war, torturing or accidental events. The answer from him is superstitious-I am able to hear the voice. (I would not have a thought of “the chosen one” theory, which sounds like a doomed destiny or a sacred responsibility, and I am not the type of karmic person.) In another words, I am haunted by these nightmares and story narrators. My dream elements are often composed of a narrator, lines and an occasional song. Also, I am not the major role involving in the dream plot, but participate it as an outsider looking at how issue occurs and what is the consequence. Also, every role of my dream has their name, which is regardless of ethnic, cultural, language issue or even the difference between the living and the dead. Some language I could understand and some I can’t. Some English I do not know and may wake up to look into the dictionary to find out what it means.
Last night, I had a strange dream, with hundreds of faces and people (the living and dead one) I didn't meet before, and who are strangers (European and mixed white/Japanese face). Also, I saw dead bodies, which are literal-dead blocks and not the ghost or zombie. The scene is like over 50 dead female bodies/remains that were treated as flat tire throwing away and piling up in dumping ground. The theme song was sung by a man, whom I assume as the narrator of this dream and the lines is as utterance talking to me. The lines of song describe a funny venture with joking tone incorporating with a killing and slaughter theme in a slow move.